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Live. Love. And Let Die. In this continuous journey of life, What do we yearn for exactly? We are all like fireworks; we climb, shine and always go our separate ways and become further apart. Then even if that time comes, lets not disappear like a firework, and continue to shine, forever. / I wasn’t intent on monopolizing you; I just wanted you to need me / People always say how you only discover how precious something is only when you lose it, but I think, you only recognize it when you see it a second time face to face.
ahhhhh. 20/10/10

ngeeann was so funny, its like being there for 3 days and doing all the bimbo and stupid stuff made i realise lotsa things. we all bimboed anw so it was kinda fun laughing @ others. and suddenly i appreciate the chance to go there :P tmr going to city hall or sth so i'm kinda looking forward
ahhhh, stupid teachers who show us something in class and wants us to write something in exams, fk you all. its like she QA show us this way, i follow, write in exam, and then 6 mark chem qns she circle my potassium hydroxide and then mark wrong, still cross dao damn big lorh, knnbccb. but then okay lah, whatever. if i dont get the mark i will fucking hate her, cos 2 other chem teachers say its reasonable and okay, so hell with you.

you obviously like her but for some weird reason you act as if you don't. you're breaking a single fragile heart somewhere out there. you've got her around your finger and you don't do anything, you hide it all but when she's given up, you give it all back to her. Unusual you. Nothing about you is typical, nothing about you is predictable, you got me all twisted and confused, Its all new. Up til now i thought i knew love, Nothing to lose and its damaged cos pattern will fall as quick as I do, but now... Bridges are burning, baby i'm learning, a new way of thinking now, Love i can see, nothing will be just like it was, is that because? Baby you're so unusual Didnt anyone tell you, you're supposed to break my heart? I expect you to, so why haven't you? Maybe you're not even human cause, only an angel could be so unusual. Sweet surprise, I could get used to, Unusual you. been so many thing when i was someone else, Boxer in the ring, tryin' to defend myself, and the private eyes see what's going on, Thats long gone. When I'm with you I can just be myself, you're always where you say you will be, shocking 'cause i never knew love like this could exist. Tables are turning, my heart is soaring, you'll never let me down, answer my call, here after all. Never met anyone like you. Can't believe that i, almost didnt try when you called my name, now everything has changed.

ahhhhhh, i'm tired and still sick so yea, life aint that great.
loooking at some post on fb really make me (ahhh, cannot describe) its like, not pissed, depressed? or something like that lah, i just feel that we're all drifting apart, and its all so obvious. Its happening before my eyes, ahhh. I cant do anything to stop it all now. A point of no return. I dont know but i do kinda believe in karma, like do bad things and you will like experience it on yourself someday, so yeah, perhaps all this is a really bad dose of karma then.
i always seem so emo when i type all of my rants here, perhaps i am starting to get emotional, or delusional and on the verge of depression. Spiraling down this pit.

As life gets bleak, we, as weaker individuals, tend to lose faith in it.